:: Jagged ::
I've been away from this space.

Am so exhausted. But it was sweet dreams last night. I dreamt of the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in dreams.

I was in my room at the window at night, but the sky was so bright with nightly glow that it got me curious. I looked up, and what I saw was all the planets of the universe, right in front of my eyes high above, surrounded by the biggest stars I've ever seen. I remembered calling my mum to the window, and she said this is what heaven might look like. It was so beautiful that if I can ever draw so well I can never capture that same sight or what I truly felt. It made my morning.

The closest I've been to this for real was years back, when I travelled to the middle east, and while almost everyone was asleep during the night journey through the deserts, my grandma told me to look outside. The skies were full and bursting with stars, -there were so many stars that the whole sky looked like a disco ball, with only thin cracks separating them. There was no need for any lights for the street...not as if they had any along the way...

Sweet. I wish things around me were just as starry...

I can't avoid the daily tragedies. A dear friend is not feeling so well right now... she hasn't been smiling properly for a while. She hides her sorrows well, but perhaps lately it has been too overwhelming that it leaks through her eyes. It kills her, and it hurts me.

One day, she will find something that will get her laughing the rest of her life.